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Friday, November 28, 2003

"how time does fly..." quoth she, originally.
i can't believe i've just finished all my classes for the first term... how can school be almost half-done? i had so many high hopes and goals for this school year, have i been successful thus far? yes and no. i'm learning to put my trust in Him more and to see things through His perspective, but i'm still so self-centered and hesistant to do things out of my "comfort zone". there are so many projects i want to undertake, things i want to do, volunteer for, etc. but i find myself lazy or making excuses. i mean, i want to, but i just won't. that's always been one of my biggest flaws, i think. i'm a thinker, conceptualizer, "good-ideas-comer-upper"... but i'm not a doer, i don't initiate them. which, when you think about, is the most important thing. so what if i have good intentions? (and we all know the old adage about good intentions.) words without actions mean nothing. He deserves better.

so if you guys feel compelled to help keep me accountable, feel free. (i can just see it now: "get off of your lazy ass and actually do something!")

ew. there's a saucepan full of congealed bacon fat... (grace's breakfast) you know, i wish i had the luxury of eating breakfast... but no... no... i have early classes! correction: i did have early classes, this next semester will be sooo sweet! maybe now i'll actually go to the pec? haha, riiight. though i'm thinking of volunteering or working somewhere since i'll have more spare time.

anyway, should prolly start packing since i'm leaving at two-ish for the bus back to toronto. sniff, it'll be good being back in etobicoke! haha, back with my "own kind", not all the billions of markham-ers (markham-ites?) that are found on campus. WEST SIIIIIIIIDE, yo. (what? what? i'm ghetto! "fo' shizzle!" i'm down with the ebonics! hahaha.... you can stop rolling your eyes, brandon...)

meanwhile... so what's with all the stalkers, bubba? such timing!

what if i see him? what if i don't? will it matter? why does it matter? should it?
sigh. i can just see the pangs coming up... :( (sheesh, get a grip over yourself, woman.)

oh, am burning a cd right now for the bus ride back. the theme? songs that you could play on loop forever and ever and ever. criteria: gorgeous. down-key. predominantly trip-hop, but there's other stuff mixed in there too. what would be on your list?

posted @ 12:52:00 p.m.

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