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Wednesday, September 10, 2003

just got home awhile ago from ccf. am very tired. got some messages but will respond when i'm less tired and able to be less incoherant... so instead i will incoherantly ramble to you guys! yay!

goodness! my ramblings are crazy! you're not supposed to take them seriously! and how could what i wrote make things awkward? it's funny, i write so much and in so much detail, but i'm also so vague at the same time. perhaps that's what caused the confusion? anyway, just so you know, i'm OK! happy, even! i let go of all that stuff a month ago. sure, it may sound like i might not be right now, but it's only come up at this time because everybody keeps talking to me about it now all of a sudden. besides those moments, i'm perfectly fine. and if you really knew me, you'd just know that this is how i "talk" - i'm overly dramatic, very expressive, and very moody (not in the bitchy sense - though that could be the case - but in the literal way). i mean, hello! i'm a girl! this is how we are! heh heh.

one large part (or perhaps the sole reason?) for me being "ok" is because i grew more in Him this summer... which is why i'm so excited about kccf this year! went to the first meeting... felt like a froshie again, just because i didn't really know that many people. it was funny though, it's such a small world... we all have mutual friends and stuff... and such coincidences! so that's the steph jon wanted me to meet! she's the one from softball and is jess' cousin! so yeah, that was pretty cool. have big hopes... like accountability people... help me stay disciplined... and just plain meeting people.

speaking of people... i'm in love! haha, ok, not really... i don't even know the guy, really. but goodness... there's something about him... maybe it's because he's passionate about God and even plays the guitar! ;) actually, there are quite a few of those guys around... (and yes, tiffany is very superficial and fickle.) haha, i can just see jess and other people leaving me a message about this... just so you know, i'm joking around! (well, i'm actually serious, but in a not serious sort of manner... you know? ok, i'm not very good at this explaining thing...)

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

posted @ 11:52:00 p.m.

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